Thursday, March 12, 2009

Please, Please, Please

Yesterday, the word of the day was....
Stop
Stop telling me what I should do with my life.
Stop telling me that what I chose is wrong.
Stop asking me questions that you already know the answers to. You know it hurts me.
Stop telling me I am too young.
Stop giving me excuses as to why it's not happening.
Stop telling me that's not what you had at my age so I shouldn't have it.
Stop saying that other things are more important.
Stop putting everything else first. Put us first.
Stop being so stubborn and think about this. Is it hurting someone?
Stop and listen to yourself. Do you think this is right?


Last night, I wanted to scream so loud so that everyone could hear me. It was a very frustrating day. I just felt ... alone... forgotten... not on the same page at all... not important... tired... angry... sad... stupid... fed up. You get the picture. I needed to write this out today. To say it to someone, somewhere. Thank you for letting me say it here.

5 comments:

CGGI said...

im glad you got it out.

sometimes i want to do the same on mine.

sometimes i conceal though and censor it.

it was supposed to be my place to be.

now its in between.

love. and go.

kubbybear said...

Thanks hun. I'm tired of "censoring". ;)

Clare said...

I hope that you are feeling better now that you got it out. Yesterday was a tough day for so many people that I know, including myself. Hugs. Clare, your new bloggy friendx

kubbybear said...

Thank you Clare! :) x

SLA said...

always put you first. you have needs and you need to have them met.